早上起来，看见街对面的梨花开了，正想着到底是春天来了。梨花刚刚开起来，还有点犹豫似的，在枝头星星点点地亮起来。到了中午，吃了午饭还是觉得冷，推门一看，好大的雪。“忽如一夜春风来，千树万树梨花开”来描述今天的景致倒是完全合衬的，早上梨花开是写实，到了下午的雪景，居然是据典了。

 

图片是院子里的树在雪里的样子。

 

公元2009年2月20日，在继一架摄像机，两个台式机，三个笔记本，四个数码相机之后，我买了此生的第五辆车。

因了上面这些数字，看上去我最近形似一个富人。其实，事情永远都有它的另外一面，那就是在被动成为一个富人前后，生活中人仰马翻的一面。看了上面的数字，我自己也有些吃惊：一个人为什么会有这么多的身外之物呢？太富有？太虚荣？是太贪婪？其实都不是，根本的原因，在于太无知。如果能够前瞻性地了解自己的需求，如果能够在每次决策的时候做出最终正确的判断，那么，其实，很多的折腾，很多的身外物，真的是多余的。但是，问题就是出在这个但是的另外一面上，一个问题的解决并不意味着所有问题的解决，现阶段问题的解决并不意味着日后同等问题的解决，于是乎，在这个不断摸索的过程中，从我手中流转的物质形态和数量就开始以一种动态系统的方式不断加速。

在我把本文写成一个动态系统分析论文之前，我们来个刹车暂停，看看到底发生了什么导致了这些数字的产生和发展。

One camcorder, two desktops, three laptops and four digital cameras later, on February 20, 2009, I purchased the fifth car in my life.

Due to these numbers, I may seem to be quite in the shape of a rich person recently.  In fact, all coins have another side, that is, right before and after becoming a rich personal involuntarily, the mess and stress it creates in the transient state of life. Looking at those numbers, I am surprised by myself, too: how can the life of one single person be in stuffed with such an amount of materials? Because I am having too much money? Too much vanity? Too much greed? None. The one and only reason is too much ignorance. If I can know what I need before hand, if I can make a correct judgment in a lot of the decision makings, those trial and error, and those materials induced by the trial and error, can be truly redundant. But, here is the big BUT on the other side, solve one problem does not mean solve all of them, resolve one issue at this stage does not mean resolve similar issues in the future, therefore, in this process of continuous feeling around of myself, the accumulating, or rather, the flow of materials through my hands begins to accelerate like a dynamic system.

Before I beef up this article into a monograph of dynamic system analysis, let us take a break, or take a brake if you will, pause a little while and see what on earth has caused those numbers to emerge and to grow.